The thunder rolls above us, and she’s sweet with the sweat of this warm, stormy night.
Our fingers intertwined, hot breath as our chests rise and fall against one another.
The intensity of our love swelling and falling from the clouds.
Rain pouring over us as our wet lips press against one another.
She could never be close enough. My arms couldn’t hold her strong enough.
She’s the one.
She’s always been the one.

I feel you lean back,
Your eyes they roll back,
Never better,
And I know that.
I can see your chest rise,
Just as I fall,
Then you give in,
And I want it all.

This feeling comes down on me like a wave,

Crashes into me hard and fast,

It’s like a mouthful of sea water,

Refreshing at first but then leaves me wanting,

An intense thirst that I can’t control,

It pulls away as fast as it came,

I’m cold and confused,

Soaking wet,

Trying to catch my breath,

And here it comes again.

I can feel it in my bones,

Deep down in my soul.

It claws through my blood stream,

I cannot be freed.

It travels to my mind,

Locking me away.

I fall down again,

I am not okay.

Running through my thoughts,

Sanity seeping down my face,

There’s nothing left of me,

But I can’t seem to leave.

I’ve lost myself before,

And I can’t do this anymore.

How did I get here?

Your heart is coal and my love is fire.

The song that ruined music.

Driving along side her.

Gemini blaring.

The dark flying past us.

Just the head lights on the pavement

And her hand on my leg.

Our hearts reaching out of our chests.

Screaming.

Screaming to be touched.

10 hours.

10 hours of this.

Our bodies cry out to be against one another.

The car thick with energy.

Breath.

And vacant stares.

Awaiting the moment we pull into the garage.

To slowly strip each other of the days clothes.

Letting them to drop to the floor.

Allowing our bodies to fall together.

Gently.

So gently.

Eyes on fire.

Fingers tips dripping.

Handfuls of her hair.

Mouthfuls of her skin.

Intensity, unbearable intensity.

How lovely this is,

To feel this entranced by another soul.

By another song.

The song that ruined music.

The girl who met my soul.

You meant more to me than you’ll ever know,

I had feelings for you I could never show.

The pain I felt when you walked through the door,

A disappointment in myself as I fell to the floor.

The cold tiles pressed against me in such delight,

To cool the heat of a love that I couldn’t fight.

Your face is forever engraved in my brain,

Burned so deep that I feel I’m insane.

Your name still leaves a sting on my tongue,

A sour taste in my mouth after all this was done.

Feeding my energy into the ground,

I stand up taller this time around.

Lay your head and calm your voice,
Keep away from all this noise.

Your heart will find a space to sleep,
Your soul has come so far you see.

The life that you steady seek,
Ever slips away from me.

Your words cut me to the bone,
Starting a riot for the unknown.

The wind speaks your name to me,
Howls in tongues I cannot speak.

Your beauty is rare and ever deep,
Love the world could never keep.

How to feel

It’s such a calm feeling,

An easy one,

To look into her eyes,

I knew exactly what to do,

Laying with her,

I feel this closeness,

This calmness,

It’s deep and comforting,

Her hands on me,

They feel so right,

So tight,

Even when her touch,

It’s so gentle,

This girl drives me crazy,

With her head drawn back,

Mouth open,

I feel myself moisten,

Her eyes open,

She takes me in,

Embracing me,

Hands on my hips,

Lips on my lips,

Eyes in my soul,

Never felt so naked,

Never felt so real,

She’s taught me how to feel.

A haunted look in your eyes,
I cannot trace.
The things you have seen,
I cannot place.
The things you have done,
I cannot face.
All that you have lost,
I cannot replace.